When Knight meets his princess

 

 

 

. Gaining new skill in game, lost something that i value which is time. Eversince i got home, i was awaiting for her to online, and guess what? she's really online and came and talk to me. when she isnt there for me, i felt that there's loads of things to chat, but once she's online, i was speechless. nevertheless, our relationship are still manageable. haha! just wanna say, i really do wanna just right beside her. never wanna be 1m away, but right now, im gonna dream of that, goodnite everyone~

One glance,
And it's been a week since u left.
Never knew the bordeom affected me when u left.
luckily, i received call from u,
but thousand apologies that i could not manage to pick up ur call on friday.
Thanks to my class for being misbehaving that ended got lectured.
After knwing that missed call was from u,
i immediately dailed back, but it was invalid.

Rushed home to check mail,
but there's isnt any reply from u.
Was feeling so despaired that i did not pick up ur call..

Last week, got back all my result.

English- 42/80
Chinese 19/40
Maths- 65
A maths-  24/40
Chemistry - 14/30
Physic- 11.5/30
POA-25.5/50
Geography- 10/12
Social Studies- 9/18

Disappointment, yet joy of partial pass for some subjects.
Not satisfied, not complacent, just feeling glad.

Hope to get Thru Train.
Getting ready for the battles up ahead.

Senior Spec needs Mutual.
GOD DAM IT.
Mutual suck!
AND I DO REALLY MEAN IT.
07-09th sept, wont be free, due to senior spec course.

Getting suspended is to realize mistakes,
But having superior that shows favourtism
really makes ur life difficult.
The unit is falling,
But my heart dont.
Training the batch to take over,
is my task,
u dare to intercept, interrupt,
u'll get it.

 

So well.
1 month 1 day i have not been blogging.
Last Sunday ARMY HALF MARATHON.
Ran 21km,
partnered with Maofeng but he went on lagging behind.haha.
After tat slept at home for hours then marched to HQ with my OBS campbag.
It seems so insignificant and not worthwhile at first.
but knowing tat my groupmate was divian and Ravi,
it was brighter and so much joy was created.

OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE (PULAU UBIN)
Monday- Raining Cats and Dogs. All activities was canceled due to rain.
Had some Ice Breaking activities that was held indoor? then introducing one another.
and were welcomed to the group Columbus
pitched tent near the reservoir and slept there with Mosquitoes buzzing near ur ear,
giving u goodnite kiss. AND IT WAS THE DAY WHEN MY PHONE WAS CONFISCATED.! basket.
Tuesday- Heights element. Motive is to have trust in ur belayer. and belayer in our life is our parents.
Question to all of u: Have u ever thank ur belayer for belaying u? if u have not, faster do it.
this time, the place where we are sleeping is IN a Jungle.
My tent partners and i decided to pitch it away from the rest and in a isolated place surrounded by trees?
At night after the talk cork session, we went back to our tent, journey up to the tent area is so dark that
that i myself cant even find the way up if there isnt any light stick hanging to lead the way.
Ravi, Divian and i went up without Joshua and we ask divian to get into the tent first,
his head was inside the tent and after tat he pause awhile.
we pushed him in and he told us just now he saw a chinese boy siting on our camp bags.
so ravi and i told him to shuddup every moment when he intended to bring it up in the night.
2ndnight sleeping in the tent, condition had worsen? there's more mosquitoes, more soils/sands went it and
limited place due to our 30plus kg of camp bag.
Wednesday- we went for Sea Expenditure, Kayak for almost 12km, that moment when i got my sunburn and crispy skin
colour which was paid with a heavy consequences. Only ravi and divian know, cze it was very painful when
something was rubbed against the sunburn area. Wednesday was the day when we really had our teamspirit
bonds was created there. Lots of laughter was seen in every faces, spirit of Columbus flooded the ground.
Kayak, i was teamed with QianYing and Ravi, capsized 2times when actually we were suppose to capsize
just 1 time, thanks to ravi. he got on the boat at the first time and qianying and i toppled into the sea
by the giant. second time was a success as ravi got on first. FINALLY. then we headed back, accompanied
divian and Zul to capsize again. Zul lost samantha SeaShells at there. HAHA!
after breakfast, the ICs started the expenditure, leading infront was the navigators.
My Kayak team timing was not left right left, instead it was Qian, Ying , Qian. it was to boost the morale
of the team as i went thru alot of obstacles similar to this and found out, fun, laughter peace and joy
can be created to avoid being tired and complaining about the exhaustion.
After Kayak, we settled down at the shore, few distance away from the sea.
the breeze is very cooling, ought to be there when u guys are in pulau ubin.
Cook Dinner with my idea of putting into a bigger pot so tat everyone can consume their dinner without
waiting for so long. then, ravi created the campfire. haha. had a chitchatting session with zul, ravi and
josh, so where the hell is divian now? of course in the tent snoring like a boar. haha! it was a awesome
night with those 3 bachelors. plus me 4. haha. talking about girl and zul private life. of course ncc too.
Had alot of fun out there, when a sudden sound from joshua was created.! haha.
Thursday- Land expenditure. trek for hours, morning to afternoon. about 30plus km. Dying, restless, breathless,
exhaustion and achievement was things that i felt after that.
let me move on to the Celebration Dinner, Divian and i cooked SEA OREO SOUP for other team but it turn
out to be our own dinner. haha! added oreo, Cereal, Milo etc etc, and Isotonic Powder! HAHA! Qianying or
Weiling added crushed Oreo. haha. it was very very very very AWESOME!

21.08.09 WAS THE DAY WHEN I BECAME A HAPPY MAN! CAME BACK FROM PULAU UBIN, HEADED TO SCHOOL.
MET AND SEND HER.
She passed me gift, and told her i will be there for her if she needs me.
ON 21.08.09, 2355HRS, i started a journey on loving her.
Take Care Hunks and Babes.
Knight is gonna sleep!

What the fish.
it is my first time, very first time feeling so despaired.
izzit because she faces 2 guy at 1 time.
or she just being her own?
i seriously have no idea.
im not in the state of myself for past few days.
now, when i feel that im in ncc, i feel happier.
Okay, guys.
let me get the picture.
Last period was PE.
was going up to the staircase and waited for alson.
Saw her with her friends.
den saw him rushing down.
WHAT THE HELL MAN.
WHAT THE HELL.
Someone tell me it's not truth,
or just hit me with something hard to make me unconscious.
Why everything when im in towards a girl, someone have to be there to be my competitor.
It really suck looking at someone whom u love to be with another guy.
and it prolly WORST when u knows that she waited for quite long since after school.
Again.
WHAT THE HELL!
how i wish, i could actually focus on bballing everyday without worries

Disappointment over this week.
1) Studies
2)Myself
3)CCA

Studies, i cant bring myself to get real focus onto the subject that im unclear about.
esp Chem.
It suck with the surprise test.
Im sure about it that i will flunk it.
Friday had Compo test.
Hopefully i cant pass. It doesnt matter if i pass on the dot.

Myself,
Well, as those ppl around me knew what's going in me.
the only solution as to give up.
Yea, i agree, however it is impossible for me to preech what i say.
I have no idea what to do.
maybe a princess found her true prince,
communicate happily with him,
hence i do not wana interrut and just gave up.

CCCA,
Bravo strength is not yet 25!
what the hell.

My heart sank few hours ago.
it is just hours.
and i totally in no mood for everything now